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Christian vs Christian

By Carolyn Mancos

February 28, 2024

It has been a long time since I have updated my website, a lot has happened and the Lord has taught me a lot about my judgment of the churches in general. I cannot say most of my views have changed, concerning churches, but my being so judgmental has to go.  After all, we are not all in the same place in our walk with the Lord.  The truth is, the Bible says, that God looks at the *intent of the heart*.  That means that perhaps, in our lives, there are things that are unpleasing to the Lord...things that are sins (but in our heart), we want to stop doing them but we are not able to or we do not even want that case, we have to pray for the desire to quit whatever it is. (1) What we can do is ask the Lord to forgive us, tell Him we cannot stop, and ask Him for His help to stop, and at that point... we have done what we should.

No matter what sin we are does not matter...sin is sin in God's eyes but we need to make an effort to go towards God by (2) praying to Him (daily) and reading the Word (daily). We do not need eloquent words to pray, we just talk to Him like we would our best friend.  Just reading a little to start because the Bible is called, "The Living Word of God" able to transform us because we cannot transform ourselves, that is for sure. Therefore, if we want help...we need to read the manual. 

We cannot just throw everything out of the window because we are who we are and do not feel worthy because, God still loves us, sins and all, and the Bible says, "Come as you are."  If you go to a church and they do not accept you because of whatever sin it is... go to another one because it is not their job to judge is their job to accept you and love you as the Lord has commanded true believers to do.  Stay wary of people until you know them because trust me, Satan has his little minions in every single church there is...of that, I have no doubt, at all.  The Bible says, "You will know them by their fruits."  That means, if they have good fruit or if their fruit (the way they act...the things they do) are rotten.  Always pray before going to church that the Lord shows you the truth and I guarantee that He will not let you down.  If you do not even believe in God...ask Him to make Himself known to you...and He will.  Having said that, follow no man but find out for yourself if what you hear from that pastor is the truth by looking it up yourself. I do not believe everything any one man says that I listen to. Take notes while you are listening to the message. Pastors are there to be your shepherd and to guide you but, there are some that can be wolves in sheep's clothing even in the is sad but true. I am not trying to judge but I have to put the truth out there regardless if it is negative or not. Depend on no man but, do research yourself and ask God to reveal the truth to you because the Word of God can only be revealed by the Spirit of God.  It is not for everyone to know but only those who belong to Him. Also, the internet is a wonderful study tool if used correctly. 

We are living in perilous times, which is all foretold in the Word of God and the Time of the End is a lot shorter than we think.  

In the beginning, man fell, and to be redeemed back into the family of God...He had to come to earth as a man, confront the ENTIRE RELIGIOUS SYSTEM, show man how it is done, and be tortured and crucified for our redemption. We have to believe that and accept Him as our salvation even though it is hard to understand why He had to die in such a way. He was the final sacrificial lamb and His blood had to be shed to cover our sins.  Salvation is a free gift, there is nothing we can do to earn our way back to God and return to being perfect the way we were created to be when He created Adam. He was created perfect and communed with God until he disobeyed. 

It is so much deeper than most churches are teaching and God is revealing many truths that make it all make sense because this is the End Days.  Questions are being answered that most churches will not or, cannot deal with, or just refuse to consider the truth.  I believe that God removed me from the church for a reason and that was to find out on my own, through different ministries many, of which, I have on my homepage, on this website.  These truths, that I feel the Lord has led me to, are separating Christians even further apart. Now, I feel that I have to go back to a church, what church and why I do not know but that is what God wants...I know that much.  I do not look forward to going back to church. I am not trying to sound arrogant...this is just what my truth is. I really should be grateful that we still have churches where we are allowed to worship God because many Christians in other countries are being persecuted and even murdered for their faith in Yeshua/Jesus. Those Christians are more devoted than the ones here in the Western World.  They put their lives on the line going to underground churches and sneaking Bibles to others.  In those countries, you get killed for having a is true.  In those countries, if they do not denounce (Yeshua/Christ) they will be murdered, or go to "re-education" camps where they get tortured and starved, and many never get out of these hell holes. That will come to America...oh, yes will.  At that time, we will find out who the real Christians are.  I pray always to never be a coward should the time come. 

Matthew 24: 10 And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.

11 And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.

12 And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.

13 But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.

14 And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.

I feel that YHWH is showing me something in this day we now live in and it is the sad truth that it is every man for themselves, including Christians, and we better be rooted in Christ or we are not going to make it.  The scary part of that is thinking you are but, the truth is that the enemy always has your head turned anywhere but. 

I do not understand how anyone can be consumed with this recent election because there is not a man on this earth that is going to help us. Our eyes are everywhere except where they should be.  I am fairly outspoken on the fact that I do not trust the government; I am not a radical that would ever do a Mcveigh because, "Vengeance is mine sayeth the Lord", and I am not going to kill innocent children just because you did. If we are indeed living in the Last Days, I am old enough to be the generation that watched America literally die before my very eyes. My generation watched prophesy unfold right in front of our faces and those of us that actually read the Word of God stand in shock and awe watching what the God we serve said would happen, happen. 

Recently I came to the realization that it is best to keep what the Lord shows me to my website because for some reason even other Christians are not interested in what I try to share.  I awoke today wondering if God gave me this life of total solitude to prepare me for these Last Days.  I never ever imagined that I would see the church apostate and watch Christian against Christian over politics.


Seeing Donald Trump lifted up on a pedestal sickens me. John Kennedy should be rolling in his grave along with Lincoln; these were men that die for truth not because of their ability to be put in place with their money. John Kennedy was brave enough to tell us about the "Secret Societies".  It is true that the Lord allows whomever He wants to be "King" of a nation but I think He just sits back and watches the corruption roll and laughs at how stupid they all are until He decides to step in.  There was a time that only those who served in battle and proved themselves in leadership and honor lead this nation and then the corporations took over.  Corporate America tramples to death whoever is in their greedy way and the filthy rich, evil powers that be now rule as "Kings". The prince of this world sits as "King" for now.  

My beliefs differ, I am sure, from that of others because I believe if you have not served in the military, seen battle and led men, you have no business leading a nation...I don't care how many degrees you have or how rich you are.  The man that should lead a nation should have a heart for God and seek His council but that is really stretching it at this point.  I am quite sure they were on their knees at Valley Forge as their bootless feet froze to the ground trying to fight tyranny only to have everything men died for completely unravel to what we have now.  The more I see Donald J. Trump lifted up by my own, the sicker I become.  If you have not figured out by now that it is completely out of your hands, you never will. All eyes are still focused on Washington waiting for the miracle of Q because they thought four more year with Trump would make America great again and even I hoped for that.  I do not care who they are, if just one prophesy comes out of their lips that does not come to pass, they are false prophets.  I did not say it, God did but yet they still follow...why?  It is not 5 out of 10 it is 100% accuracy or you are not to listen.


Galatians 6 Brethren, if a man be overtaken in a fault, ye which are spiritual, restore such an one in the spirit of meekness; considering thyself, lest thou also be tempted.

2 Bear ye one another's burdens, and so fulfil the law of Christ.

Actually, the point of this article is the fact that I see Christians turning against Christians because they are focused on what someone on YouTube prophesies, instead of uniting in Christ as one body getting ready for the spiritual and literal battle ahead.  Satan has your heads turned brothers and sisters because you are still stuck in the world instead of coming out of Babylon.

Luke 12: 51 Suppose ye that I am come to give peace on earth? I tell you, Nay; but rather division: (Dividing the truth from the lies, the wheat from the tares) 

52 For from henceforth there shall be five in one house divided, three against two, and two against three.

53 The father shall be divided against the son, and the son against the father; the mother against the daughter, and the daughter against the mother; the mother in law against her daughter in law, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.


I think a lot of us wonder why we even try to get the point across to keep everyones eyes where they belong and stop falling for their every distraction.  Our words dangle out in oblivion never even being read.  Everyone is marching to the beat of their own drum; the Lord has shown me so clearly this morning.  It makes me very sad because I feel that if we are not in one accord as the Lord told us to is going to get really bad.  The Word of God states that in the End Days, people in your own family will be against you and He did not just mean the unsaved. I see people getting very angry at the prospect that they were wrong to the point that they make excuses and continue on.  I have been led astray before by a honey lipped sheep in wolves' clothes. .  I had to admit I was wrong and tell other people I took on the ride with me that I was wrong and to stop following that person so I know firsthand what it is like to have to do that.  It is embarrassing to admit you fell for it and you feel guilty for bringing others with you. Pride will also stop you from admitting your mistake. There would be nothing worse than leading someone in the wrong direction because they do not know better yet and then they stay there while you are back peddling.

That is why it is imperative that we seek the Lord on everything and listen to His Spirit inside us.  Satan comes as an angel of light and it does not take long before you see the cracks in the foundation of the wolves' theology. I do not have any problems saying who I was led astray by with his smooth comforting voice that lulled you to sleep and made you feel that everything was going to be all right.  He was very mysterious and you never knew his real name but he had some "inside information" that nobody else had because he was Special Ops or some such crap.  Then one day he started doing a Bible study in Genesis and it was on for me.  I would call him out on scripture that was contrary to what he was saying and the people in the room got downright irate telling me to leave him alone but there was one that listened and asked where I found that scripture at. When people love the teacher more than they love the Lord he is speaking of, there is a real problem. They have that special Jim Jones personality.  The Lord taught me a lesson and He guided me to good ministries and not some phantom in the shadows...I should have known better.

In conclusion, the Lord got me up at 4:30 AM with this burden on my heart for my brothers and sisters in Christ and for everyone really.   Hell is about to unleash its full fury and we need to get our heads on straight and get the armor of God on or, when the antichrist comes, he will be adored more than Donald J. Trump ever thought possible.  The ministries that I follow are on the homepage of this website. They are not perfect, they are just men and they know that.  They point to Yeshua and do not lift themselves up using His name. 

"Father God, strengthen your small remnant to stand strong for you in the days to come.  Let your Spirit move on those being deceived to come back to the truth and to follow you and not any manmade organization. Strengthen us more than ever to come out of Babylon because we are not of this world but of Thy Kingdom to come.  Let us be harmless as doves but wise as serpents.  Prepare your chosen to stand in the face of death for your name sake.  We love you Lord and we wait for you...even so come Lord Jesus, please come."   

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